Procrastinator

There seems to be a hundred and one things I want to do but 2 years later, I still have not done anything.

I have canine shampoos that BM will no longer be using. I need to sell or give away but they are still here.

I have elevated pet diners that I bought extras of, to sell when we come back. They are still here. And dog houses for tiny dogs that I thought we could easily sell away.

I have Coach wristlets that friends asked me to help get. Some came for them, others I can't remember who. Now I still have.

I bought clothes for AN. Too much! Now I need to find time to sort, give and sell.

Time whizzed past. I realized I'm blissfully overwhelmed by my kids. I am constantly worrying about those stuff we brought back to sell but since ER came, I couldn't even take pictures in peace.

If we ever go back again (Mr Liow aiming for the position that requires him to be there end 2014), I promise never to buy like a gu gu woman anymore.

First timer me blindly follow. The wives buy I buy. But really, no matter how cheap these things are, we won't need sooooo many! And I hope by then when both kids are older, I will have more time to pay attention to who asked me to buy what so that I don't end up with things that I didn't want in the first place.

I'm so messed up.

I missed BM. I am looking forward to visit them but we have not. We have not :(

Why is one more baby sooooo time and attention consuming? Why do I feel so lost? Why are my thoughts all over the place? Why havent I been able to do the thousand and one things I had been dying to do? I'm just a robot doing the same thing over and over again. When will I break out of it?