Happiness is....

..... having Baileys and Maen by my side.

.... watching Maen's silly puppy-like behaviour.

..... having Baileys lay his head on my lap.

..... being able to rest and recover when I'm sick, and the furkids silently watching over me.

I gave up happiness for ..... I don't know what.

The easiest way out is .... but I have to stay alive because of responsibilities.

The constant migraines are back. As with tears that flows as a result of these missing pieces in my heart, as well as tears that appear to be caused by my flu symptoms.

With or without reasons, I'll be crying everyday recently.

I don't know what's wrong.

Maybe it's because at this point in time, I do not appreciate being alive.