Just keep spiraling down.

Seems like I'm spiraling down somewhere dark and scary and no one will go with me.

The daily duties and responsibilities.  Do they keep me alive or kill me further?

The eyes who stare at her tv and phone the whole damn day but ears perked to catch me at my weakest with kids. She's all ready to judge.

And the most innocent furkids who always lift me up, I actually gave them up.

WHY DID I GIVE UP MY MOST PRECIOUS ONES IN EXCHANGE FOR A LIFE THAT I WISH I CAN JUST DIE SO THAT EVERYTHING ENDS? ??????

WHY AM I MISERABLE? WHY AM I SUCH A WEAKLING?