I'm going to get myself assignments again. Am also looking at other channels, whatever keeps me out of this house constantly. I DON'T WANT TO BE WHERE SHE IS.
Once pay starts coming in, I'll put ER at AN's school full time. AN may be there full time as well.
Our original plan of giving our kids a stay-home mum will have to go. Thank you VERY MUCH!
I wish there's an escape route that we can take. Since there's none, the next way out is to give up, and jump.
Seriously, family had always been priority. It's going to take a while before I get adjusted back to spending time with and on strangers, more than my kids and family.
I can't bear to.
But no point now.
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